Life is not that easy. Why do i say so? I talk about CHOICES. Life is about lots of CHOICES. we can do nothing except CHOOSE or DECIDE. Well, that's quite hard for me. I never like choices, i never like choosing, i never like deciding...
Well... i wish i could skip that kind of thing !
However... the more i try to runaway the more choices come to me...
I feel like it is useless to escape.. I have to face it.
Like a coward. yes, maybe i'm a coward. Or, anyone can say that to me...
I learn lots of things in this life.... sacrifice... yes, when i make a choice.... i have to sacrifice something else (that maybe important or less important but i like it or want it... but really need it... complicated, huh?)
I HAVE SACRIFICED LOTS OF THINGS TO DECIDE OR CHOOSE SOMETHING OVER OTHERS... !! that, somehow, makes me sad....
But... I never find that my choice disappoint me... I have just to keep moving forward...
It will never end... make choice, decide, choose... i will have to do it, maybe, all the way i live...
something that I dislike the most but I have to do it the most...
something that I dislike the most but I have to do it the most...
Somehow... i find it challenging... i want to love make choice, decide, or choose... I have to love it...
Yah, life is not that easy.... It's not that easy to decide loving my-most-hateful-thing like making choice...
Yah, life is not that easy... It's not that easy to choose sacrifying my-loving-thing over others just for good sake...
well, I have to stop here. I gotta make choices again. Ppyong~~!
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