I'm not afraid of death, but I'd like to be a vampire. A random thought.

This thing randomly appeared in my head. And I just wanna share it.

I recently realized that vampire actually is afraid of death. That's way they threw away their soul to evil and became immortal. They can't die.

I, for some reasons, am not afraid of death. But, somehow, I'd like to be a vampire, If I could.

It's not because I wanna be immortal. No. I just wanna live longer than what can I imagine.

Vampires can heal their own wound. They never get sick or ill or hurt.

They drink blood of anyone, whether their preys have some serious disease in their blood or not, they just don't get any effect on their body or life or blood.

They also are not afraid of being infected by some illness.

Is that kind of life convenient?

You can heal your own wound.
You don't feel painful or hurt.
You can't get sick or ill.
You can't die.

If I had a chance, I wanna heal my own disease, I wanna heal my own wound, I don't wanna feel in pain, I don't wanna feel hurt. I don't wanna get sick or ill. I wanna be healthy. I wanna live longer.

I may not need to be a vampire.

I just wanna have my healthy life. And I wanna live longer.

That's all.

You are miracle

don't destroy yourself. 

love your own self. 

that's the most precious thing in the world. 

you are perfectly created. 

you are special. 

be grateful of yourself. 

you are the miracle of the world. 

even if you are not healthy. you've been sick since you were born. or even if you are slightly healthy. you are easily to get sick. or even if you are very healthy that you are rarely to get sick. just love yourself. treat yourself well. don't ever destroy yourself. don't ever hurt your own self. 

even if you're poor or rich, even if you're ugly or beautiful, even if you're short or tall, even if you're fat or slim, even if you're black or white.... whatever you are, whoever you are, wherever you are, whenever you are.... don't ever destroy yourself, don't ever destroy your own life. Love your self just they way you are... Love your life just the way it is.... Be thankful for yourself, you whole life.... 

because, when you do... when you hurt or destroy yourself......you'll be disappointed with yourself. That's the worst thing in the world. Just don't ! Don't be ! 

Treasure your self. Treasure your life. 

Love your self. Love your life. 

Don't ever harm and damage your self and your life. 

Because... 

You are precious. You are special. You are miracle. 

-ultrautogia-